Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Day 7: What? A month later?
I've been disappointed with a lot of stuffs lately. Mainly, I found out that my life as I've known it was a lie. I woke up one morning and things just became different. And I didn't know who I was anymore. And I still don't know even now. So I turned to my other blog. The one with all black background and white font and a little touch of red. I've affectionately nicknamed it my emo blog. In there, I put all my anger, disappointment, depression, and even some of the lighter stuffs.
Honest, that blog is even more alive than this one. Almost sad to realize that I have many things to feel shit of and few things to feel grateful of. The fact that no one reads it actually makes me spill what I really feel and well, I'm okay with that too.
I would say if I killed myself someday, my suicide note would be on that blog.
So I'm thankful for that blog.
By the way, I have that blog for 7 years now. The number of posts as of today is... 396.
Thank you for being there, my emo blog.
Honest, that blog is even more alive than this one. Almost sad to realize that I have many things to feel shit of and few things to feel grateful of. The fact that no one reads it actually makes me spill what I really feel and well, I'm okay with that too.
I would say if I killed myself someday, my suicide note would be on that blog.
So I'm thankful for that blog.
By the way, I have that blog for 7 years now. The number of posts as of today is... 396.
Thank you for being there, my emo blog.
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